Archive for September, 2008


September 17, 2008 Leave a comment

I feel the need to smoke, something stronger than a cigarette, if you please. I am sitting here, pretending to do an honest day’s work, and all i can think of is how I am not in a place where everything is dark, and where pretentions, including my own, are dead.

Categories: Uncategorized Tags:

The trouble with you is…

September 3, 2008 Leave a comment

…that you are so full of yourself that you misconstrue

the most normal of human reactions as an

overreaction to something you did, or did not do.

…that you seek to reaffirm your own miniscule existence

by blowing up your totality at the expense of pride and self-respect

thereby further dwarfing your being to the significance of a speck.

…that you revel in your popularity in an imaginary world

dominated by unknown intentions and dodgy personas

thus making you more fake and pathetic.

the trouble with you is that you try so hard to define yourself

without the slightest idea

of who you really are.

andame pang sinabe.. ang gusto lang naman iparating ay:


Categories: Uncategorized Tags:


September 1, 2008 Leave a comment

… of the month-long six-hour workdays.

My head is spinning with the possibilities.


MoM – Ramadan! (But hey, I told you about that already.)

Writing! (Finally will get some alone time at home – perfect chance to rearrange the stockpile of words in my head, listlessly slipping on top of each other like really soggy penne pasta dumped in a too-small bowl.)

Laundry! (one of the less-enticing options, but brings good vibes nonetheless)


You gotta give it to these Muslim schizznits for inventing this wonderful time!