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incoherence

December 28, 2007 Leave a comment

Im looking at this in a completely uneducated point of vista. Im now imagining myself as the milky way before it was the milky way. Im having too much combustion inside me, like any moment im gonna implode because of all the unused energy and useless brawn that’s masking itself as great ideas. Cant really explode though. Too much titanium-like barricade around me, enveloping every nook  of my being that makes it really impossible for any of my element to actually be in contact with the outside world. This is so overwhelming, I cannot think of any other superlative to describe it. Im a pop whore who’s too lazy to vent out.

It has always been a problem for me. Writing coherently. Which is freaking odd given that I write stupid press releases for a living. Structure sucks, man. Fucking streamlined guides and perforated ideas. The things I create have nothing in it. To it.

I have the attention span of a fucking 7 year old. I lack the concentration that I want. Most of the time I end up whining and not doing anything. I think im so fucking great, that im destined to be, that im gonna be the somebody revered by lesser beings.

Im not a bad person. Some people even think im so nice for my own good.

Worse, some people think im this naïve kid. Oh, you don’t have the slightest fucking idea. I make typos that I know im gona make, I make them anyway, I stop myself from correcting them, I cant. They give me an unbearable itch that’s making it impossible to concentrate  on anything. Then I realized in my own world, I love typos.

Im flying away, I just don’t know when.

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